Been having late nights as usual. I feel that I have been suppressing a monster in me that dies to get out. Although I term it as the monster, I feel that everyone has a monster in them too.I have been doing things at a fast pace recently, there is a need for for adrenaline rush. I would love to become a car racer professionally if I had an opportunity to. I remember going karting and almost winning in every round I played in. Somehow nothing can replace that. Cycling has become my second option, but I could never go as fast as I wanted, although I had a sudden urge to use it to speed as well. This need for speed is strange as I have been suppressing it. Somehow it wants to be let out. I like speed, in every game I play, i try to play the fastest mode possible to complete it within a time frame. I enjoy the sensation of rushing against time… faster and faster…. I have to beat time. My senses go on a hyper-drive and I feel like I am speeding… against… everything that is trying to stop me. The sense of satisfaction is just pure ecstasy.

How I wish that I could speed against everything to be the best.

Just like this guy :-