By far the most important thing that has happened to me since I started sitting and trying to live life mindfully, is that I don't have to listen to my nonsense as much. Of course, I lapse into the old ways, the sham fights with people in school and elsewhere, the grandiose imaginings, and the lamenting and cursing of my past. But not as much as before, when almost all of my thinking was dominated by such thoughts. I guess i really need a holiday after a long hectic week. Pouring out my thoughts. Don't even know/understand what im saying. Sigh...

Off to Malaysia for my holidays. Hope im never coming back...

Nora Danish
*wishful thinking*